Chapter 49: A Life of Silence

Part 49

A Life of Silence The infant slid out of Ashley's body, and for a moment, there was an unsettling silence. The monitors beeping around her seemed to fade into the background as Ashley's gaze fixed on the tiny figure lying on her chest. But to her surprise, the baby didn't cry. It just lay there, small and still, its tiny chest rising and falling with each breath. Ashley's mind reeled as she stared at her newborn, her thoughts racing with questions. Was the baby okay? Why wasn't it crying? But before she could process anything, her mind flooded back to Emma, her daughter who had passed away just a few months ago. The memories of Emma's bright smile and infectious laughter came rushing back, and Ashley felt a wave of grief wash over her. She couldn't lose another baby. She just couldn't. The thought sent a surge of panic through her, and she reached out to touch the baby's small hand, as if to verify that it was really there. Alev's hand covered hers, and she felt a gentle squeeze. The doctor's voice cut through the silence, his tone calm and professional. "We need to get the baby to the NICU, stat." He turned to the nurse. "Get the warming unit ready. We have a newborn that needs attention." As the medical team sprang into action, Ashley felt a sense of detachment wash over her. She lay there, frozen in fear, as they whisked her baby away to who-knew-what. She couldn't even get a glimpse of the baby's face, couldn't even see if it was a boy or a girl. All she could do was lie there, her heart pounding in her chest, and wonder if she was going to lose another child. Alev's voice whispered in her ear, a soft murmur of reassurance. "Everything is going to be okay, Ashley. The baby is going to be okay." But Ashley couldn't shake off the feeling of dread that had settled in her stomach. She had to see her baby. She had to know that it was alive, that it was healthy. The doctor's face appeared beside her again, his expression somber. "Ashley, we need to get you stabilized. You've lost a lot of blood." But Ashley barely heard him. Her eyes were fixed on the door, willing it to open so she could see her baby. She took a deep breath, trying to calm herself down. She had to be strong. She had to be there for her baby. As the minutes ticked by, Ashley's anxiety grew. She could hear the muffled sounds of the medical team working on her baby, but she couldn't see anything. It was like being in a nightmare, unable to wake up. And then, finally, the door opened, and a nurse wheeled in a small bassinet. Ashley's heart skipped a beat as she caught sight of her baby, lying small and still in the bassinet.