"A Glimmer of Hope"
Part 36
"Ashley, sweetie, it's time for your baby's daily update," the nurse said gently, as she led Ashley to the nurse's station. Ashley's eyes scanned the faces of the medical staff gathered around the computer screen, her mind racing with questions. "So, what does all that mean?" Ashley asked, her voice laced with frustration and desperation. "Is she improving?" The doctor, a kind-faced woman with a warm smile, turned to Ashley. "Your baby is making progress, but it's slow going. Her oxygen saturation levels are up, and we're able to wean her off some of the medication. But she's still a long way from being out of the NICU." Ashley's eyes welled up with tears as she asked, "Can I hold her? Please?" The nurse nodded sympathetically. "We'll get to that soon, Ashley. But first, let me show you some of the latest numbers. Her weight is up to 2 pounds 10 ounces, and her lung function is improving." Ashley's voice cracked as she asked, "How much does she weigh?" The doctor hesitated before answering, "2 pounds 10 ounces. She's still tiny, but she's growing." Ashley felt a lump form in her throat as she processed the information. She had been so focused on her baby's survival that she hadn't thought about the milestones of growth and development. The doctor continued, "The next step is to try and extubate her. We're hoping to take her off the ventilator soon and see how she does on her own." Ashley's eyes locked onto the doctor's, filled with a mix of hope and fear. "What does that mean for her chances?" The doctor's expression was cautious. "It's a big step, but it's a necessary one. If she's able to breathe on her own, it will be a huge milestone. But we need to be prepared for any eventuality." Ashley nodded, her mind reeling with the possibilities. She felt a glimmer of hope, but it was tempered by the knowledge that the road ahead would be long and uncertain. The nurse smiled gently. "We'll keep you updated on her progress, Ashley. And we'll start working on getting you and your baby skin-to-skin soon." Ashley's eyes lit up with tears as she asked, "Really?" The nurse nodded. "Yes, really. We'll make it happen as soon as possible." As Ashley walked back to the NICU, she felt a sense of determination wash over her. She was going to get through this, and she was going to hold her baby in her arms soon.