**Taking Matters into Her Own Hands**
Part 8
Ashley sat on her couch, staring blankly at the TV as her mind replayed the conversation with Dr. Smith. She couldn't shake off the feeling of frustration and desperation that had been building up inside her. The cost of an abortion was too high, and she didn't know how she could possibly afford it. The thought of carrying her attacker's baby to term was unbearable. As she scrolled through her phone, Ashley's eyes landed on the Google app. She had been avoiding searching for anything online, hoping that she wouldn't have to go down this path. But now, she felt like she had no other choice. She typed in "cheap abortion options" and hit search. The results that came up were overwhelming. There were websites and forums that claimed to offer affordable abortion services, but Ashley was skeptical. She knew that some of these places might be scams, and she couldn't risk her health and safety. As she continued to scroll through the search results, Ashley stumbled upon a website that claimed to offer financial assistance for abortion services. They had a list of resources and organizations that provided funding for women who couldn't afford an abortion. Ashley's heart skipped a beat as she read through the list, hoping that she might find something that could help her. But as she dug deeper, Ashley realized that some of these organizations had strict requirements and eligibility criteria. She might not qualify for their assistance, and the thought of being rejected was devastating. Ashley's eyes began to well up with tears as she felt like she was running out of options. She couldn't have her attacker's baby, but she also couldn't afford to terminate the pregnancy. She felt trapped and alone, with no one to turn to. As she sat on her couch, Ashley made a decision. She would take matters into her own hands and find a way to terminate the pregnancy, no matter what it took. She couldn't rely on anyone else to help her; she had to do it herself. With a newfound determination, Ashley began to search for more information on DIY abortion methods. She knew that it was a risk, but she felt like she had no other choice. As she scrolled through the search results, she came across some disturbing and alarming information. Some websites claimed that certain herbs and medications could induce an abortion, but Ashley knew that these methods were untested and potentially life-threatening. Despite her reservations, Ashley couldn't shake off the feeling that she had to try something. She couldn't carry this pregnancy to term; it was too much to bear. With a sense of trepidation, Ashley began to explore these options further, knowing that she was taking a huge risk, but feeling like she had no other choice.