**Loss of Control**

Mei's world narrowed to a single point as the man's hands grasped her hips, his fingers digging deep into her skin. She felt a surge of fear mixed with a growing sense of resignation as he lifted her up, her body bending over the bed as he positioned her for his pleasure. The man's eyes gleamed with a mix of excitement and anticipation as he leaned in close, his hot breath on her skin making her shiver. Mei's mind was a jumble of emotions, her fear and disgust warring with a growing sense of desire. She knew she had to try and stop him, but her body seemed to have a mind of its own. As the man's cock pressed against her, Mei felt a wave of panic wash over her. She tried to struggle, to push herself away, but he was too strong. His hands held her in place, his fingers unyielding as he positioned her for his pleasure. "Please," Mei whispered, her voice barely audible. "Stop." But her words only seemed to excite him further. The man's grip on her hips tightened as he pushed her down onto the bed, his body covering hers. Mei felt a surge of pain as he entered her, his cock stretching her to the limit. The man's eyes watched her, saw the fear and the panic, and he smiled. Mei knew in that moment that she was completely at his mercy. He could do whatever he wanted with her, and she was powerless to stop him. As the man's cock breached her defenses, Mei cried out in pain and shock. She felt a tearing sensation, as if her body was being ripped apart. But even as she struggled to come to terms with what was happening, she knew that she had to let go. Her body was responding, but her mind was still in control. She took a deep breath and let her body relax, letting the pain wash over her as she realized that struggling was only making it worse. The man's grip on her hips tightened as he began to move, his body taking control of hers. Mei closed her eyes, letting the pain wash over her as she tried to focus on the present moment. She knew she couldn't stop him, not now, but she could try and make the experience less traumatic. She took a deep breath and let her body adjust to his, trying to find a way to make the pain more bearable. The man's movements were slow and deliberate, as if he was savoring the moment. Mei felt a wave of shame wash over her, but she pushed it aside, focusing instead on the sensations in her body. She knew that she had to get through this, that she had to find a way to make it end. As the man's cock moved inside her, Mei began to feel a sense of detachment. She was no longer in control of her body, but she could observe what was happening, analyze the sensations and emotions that were coursing through her. She realized that her body was responding, that she was actually beginning to feel a twisted sense of pleasure. It was a small, tentative spark, but it was there, nonetheless. Mei knew that she had to be careful, that she couldn't let herself get too caught up in the moment. But as she lay there, she couldn't help but feel a sense of resignation. The man was taking her virginity, and she was powerless to stop him. Mei's eyes remained closed as she let her body respond to his touch. She didn't know what the future held, but she knew that she had to get through this moment, this experience. She took a deep breath, trying to focus on her own body, and let herself go limp. The man took her silence as a sign of submission, and he continued to move inside her, taking control of her body. Mei let him have his way, biding her time, waiting for the moment when she could take back control. As the man reached his climax, Mei felt a surge of pain mixed with a twisted sense of pleasure. She knew that she would never be the same again, that this experience would leave its mark on her. But she also knew that she had to get through it, that she had to find a way to survive this moment. The man's body stiffened as he reached his climax, and Mei felt a wave of relief wash over her. It was over, at least for now. She lay there, trying to catch her breath, as the man's body relaxed on top of hers. Mei knew that she had to be careful, that she had to find a way to take back control of her life. But for now, she was at his mercy, and she could only hope that she would emerge from this experience unscathed.