The Shadows of Memories
Part 4
As Dr. Kim and the nurse continued to explain the day's schedule, I couldn't shake off the feeling that Hange was hiding something from me. His usual calm and collected demeanor seemed to be masking a deep-seated concern, and I was determined to get to the bottom of it. I tried to focus on the doctor's words, but my mind kept wandering back to Hange's worried expression. The fluorescent lights above us seemed to hum in sync with my racing thoughts, casting an eerie glow over the hospital room. I felt a sense of unease creeping over me, like a slow-moving fog that threatened to engulf me. I glanced around the room, taking in the sterile smell of disinfectant and the soft beeping of the machines. Just as Dr. Kim finished explaining the physical therapy schedule, Hange excused himself to go to the bathroom. As soon as he was out of earshot, I turned to Dr. Kim and asked, "Is everything okay? Hange seems a bit...off." Dr. Kim's expression turned sympathetic, and she leaned in close. "Hange has been a rock for you throughout this ordeal, but he's been carrying a heavy burden himself," she said quietly. "The accident was...more complicated than we initially thought." I felt a surge of curiosity, and my heart began to beat faster. "What do you mean?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper. Dr. Kim hesitated, glancing around the room before focusing back on me. "There were...other people involved in the accident," she said, her voice low and serious. "People who didn't survive." My mind reeled as I processed the information. I had been so focused on my own recovery that I hadn't thought about anyone else being involved in the accident. A wave of grief washed over me, and I felt tears pricking at the corners of my eyes. Before I could ask any more questions, Hange returned to the room, a look of relief on his face. "Sorry about that," he said, taking his seat beside me. "I think I'm ready to get started with the physical therapy." As the nurse helped me out of bed and into a wheelchair, I couldn't help but steal glances at Hange. What was he hiding? And what did Dr. Kim mean by "other people" involved in the accident? I was determined to find out the truth, no matter what it took. The physical therapy session was a blur of exercises and tests, but my mind was elsewhere. I was trying to piece together the events of the accident and what had really happened. As we finished up and I was wheeled back to my bed, I turned to Hange with a determined look. "We need to talk," I said, my voice firm. Hange's expression faltered, and for a moment, I saw a glimmer of fear in his eyes. But then, he composed himself and nodded. "Okay," he said. "We'll talk." As the nurse handed me a glass of water, I took a sip and closed my eyes, my mind racing with possibilities. What secrets was Hange hiding? And what lay in store for me as I slowly began to uncover the truth? The silence between us was palpable, heavy with unspoken words and unresolved questions. I knew that I had to be patient, to let my body heal and my mind clear. But I also knew that I couldn't let the shadows of memories consume me. I had to face them head-on, no matter how daunting the task seemed. As I opened my eyes, I caught Hange's gaze, and for a moment, we just stared at each other. The air was thick with tension, and I knew that our conversation was far from over.