The Aftermath of Trauma

Erik lay there, his body numb and his mind reeling with the trauma that had just been inflicted upon him. He felt like a shell, a hollow vessel, his soul torn apart by the brutal and violent act that had been committed against him. As he lay there, he couldn't shake the feeling of shame and guilt that was washing over him. As he looked down, he was shocked to see that his body was responding to the trauma in a way that he couldn't control. He had an erection, and it was a stark reminder that his body was still connected to the experience, even if his mind was trying to detach. Jose's eyes landed on Erik's erection, and he burst out laughing. The sound was like a knife to Erik's already fragile psyche, and he felt a wave of shame wash over him. "Ah, m'ijo, you're a natural," Jose said, his voice dripping with mockery. "You can't even control your own body. It's like you're enjoying it." Erik felt a surge of anger and humiliation, but it was quickly replaced by a sense of despair. He knew that he was trapped, and that Jose would never let him go. The laughter seemed to echo through the room, a cruel and mocking sound that seemed to reverberate deep within Erik's soul. As Jose continued to laugh, Erik felt like he was drowning in a sea of shame and guilt. He tried to cover himself, but it was too late. Jose had already seen, and Erik knew that he would never be able to escape the shame and humiliation that came with it. The laughter finally stopped, and Jose's face loomed over Erik once again. "You're mine now, m'ijo," he repeated, his voice dripping with possessiveness. "And you'll never be free. You'll do what I say, and you'll like it." Erik felt a chill run down his spine as Jose's words hung in the air. He knew that he was trapped, and that his life would never be the same again. The darkness seemed to close in around him once more, a living, breathing entity that seemed to pulse with a malevolent life of its own. As Erik lay there, he knew that he had to find a way to escape, to break free from Jose's grasp and reclaim his life. But for now, he was trapped, a prisoner of his own trauma and shame.