A Leap of Faith
Part 47
The bright lights of the operating room still lingered in Ashley's vision, but her focus was solely on Alev as she took a deep breath, ready to begin. "I'm ready," she whispered, her voice barely audible. The doctor nodded, and with Alev's reassuring hand in hers, Ashley started to push. She gritted her teeth and bore down, feeling the familiar pressure building inside her. As she pushed, she closed her eyes and let her thoughts wander to her daughter, Emma, who was watching over her from above. She imagined Emma's bright smile and sparkling eyes, urging her on. "Come on, Ashley, you got this," Alev encouraged, his voice low and soothing. Ashley pushed again, feeling the pain and pressure intensify. But as she opened her eyes, she knew that nothing had changed. The doctor's expression remained concerned, and Alev's eyes were filled with worry. "Try again," the doctor said gently. "Let's see if we can make some progress." Ashley took another deep breath and pushed once more. She thought of Emma's tiny hands and feet, and her small, delicate voice calling out to her. But as she opened her eyes, she knew that she was still not making progress. The minutes ticked by, and Ashley grew more exhausted with each passing second. An hour passed, and despite her best efforts, she had not made any progress. The doctor's words of encouragement began to fade, and Ashley felt a sense of despair creeping in. Alev held her hand tightly, his eyes locked on hers. "You're doing great, Ashley," he said, his voice filled with conviction. "Just a little longer." But Ashley couldn't shake the feeling that she was failing. She thought of Emma, and how she had always dreamed of holding her new baby in her arms, just like she had held Emma when she was a tiny newborn. Now, it seemed like that dream was slipping away from her. The doctor's voice brought her back to reality. "Ashley, we're going to need to assess the situation again. It's been an hour, and we're not seeing any progress." Ashley nodded, feeling a sense of resignation wash over her. She knew that she had done everything she could, but it seemed like it might not be enough. As she looked at Alev, she saw the concern etched on his face, and she knew that they were running out of options.