"Confronting the Shadows of the Past"

Part 27

The air was heavy with tension as Emma's piercing gaze locked onto Natalie's, searching for answers to questions that had haunted her for years. Natalie felt a shiver run down her spine as Emma took another step closer, her eyes never leaving hers. The silence between them grew thicker, like a fog that refused to lift. "Natalie," Emma said finally, her voice low and even, "I think it's time we talked about Rory." Natalie's heart skipped a beat as she felt a wave of panic wash over her. She had been expecting this, but she was still not prepared. She took a deep breath, trying to calm her racing thoughts. "What about him?" she asked, trying to sound nonchalant, but her voice betrayed her, trembling slightly. Emma's eyes narrowed. "You know exactly what I'm talking about, Natalie. You killed him. Why?" Natalie's mind went blank as she struggled to find an answer. She had never told anyone about her reasons for killing Rory, not even Emma. She had kept it hidden, buried deep beneath the surface, but now, it seemed, she had no choice but to confront it. "I...I was protecting myself," she stammered, trying to justify her actions. Emma's expression remained skeptical. "Protecting yourself? Is that really the truth, Natalie? Or was it something more?" Natalie felt a surge of defensiveness, but Emma's words struck a chord deep within her. She knew that she had killed Rory for a reason that went beyond mere self-defense. She had killed him because he had threatened to expose her, to reveal the secrets she had kept hidden for so long. "I was scared," Natalie said finally, her voice barely above a whisper. "I was scared of what he would do, of what he would say. I couldn't let him hurt me, not again." Emma's eyes searched hers, probing for the truth. "And what about the others? The ones who came before Rory? Did you kill them too?" Natalie's eyes dropped, and she felt a wave of shame wash over her. She knew that she had hurt people, that she had taken lives, but she had never thought about it in terms of a pattern, of a motive. "I...I don't know," she stammered, unsure of how to answer. Emma's expression softened, and she reached out, her hand hovering inches from Natalie's face. "I want to understand you, Natalie. I want to know why you did what you did. But I also need you to know that I won't condone your actions, no matter what your reasons were." Natalie felt a lump form in her throat as she looked up at Emma, her eyes searching for forgiveness, for understanding. She knew that she didn't deserve it, but she hoped that Emma could see beyond her flaws, beyond her mistakes, and love her for who she truly was.