**Lost in the Shadows of His Mind**
Part 89
Kageyama's eyes remained fixed on the ceiling, his mind a jumbled mess of emotions and memories. He felt like he was drowning in a sea of darkness, unable to find a lifeline to cling to. The memories of his past continued to haunt him, refusing to be silenced. He couldn't shake the feeling that he was trapped in a never-ending cycle of pain and suffering. As he lay there, he began to wonder if he would ever be able to escape the shadows of his mind. Would he always be haunted by the ghosts of his past? The thought sent a shiver down his spine, and he felt a cold sweat break out on his forehead. He knew he needed to find a way to confront his demons, to face the reality of his past head-on. But for now, he just felt lost and alone. The sound of his phone buzzing on his bedside table broke the silence, and Kageyama's heart sank. He didn't want to talk to anyone, didn't want to face the world. But as he looked at the screen, he saw a message from his friend, Hinata. It was a simple message, just a few words: "Hey, Kageyama, how are you doing?" But it was enough to make him feel like he was being pulled back into the world. Kageyama hesitated for a moment, his finger hovering over the screen. He didn't know how to respond, didn't know how to process his emotions. But something about Hinata's message resonated with him. Maybe it was the concern in his friend's words, or maybe it was just the fact that someone was reaching out to him. Whatever it was, Kageyama felt a spark of hope ignite within him. He slowly got out of bed, his legs still heavy with the weight of his memories. But as he walked to the window, he felt a sense of determination wash over him. He couldn't stay trapped in his past forever; he needed to find a way to move forward. The sunlight streaming through the window was a harsh reminder of the world outside, but it also gave Kageyama a sense of hope. He took a deep breath, and his eyes landed on a piece of paper on his desk. It was a note he had written to himself a few days ago, a reminder to meet with a teacher at the school. The teacher, a man named Mr. Tsukishima, was an expert in psychology and had offered to help Kageyama work through his memories. He had been putting it off, but now it seemed like the perfect opportunity to confront his past. With a newfound sense of purpose, Kageyama picked up his phone and sent a response to Hinata. "I'm okay," he typed, trying to reassure himself as much as his friend. "Just need some time to sort things out." He knew it was a vague response, but it was a start. As he walked out of his dormitory, Kageyama felt a sense of trepidation. He didn't know what the future held, but he was determined to face it head-on. The memories of his past still lingered, but he was ready to take the first step towards healing. He was ready to face the truth, no matter how painful it might be. The school corridors seemed to stretch out before him like a gauntlet, but Kageyama steeled himself and walked forward. He had a long way to go, but he was ready to take the first step. With a newfound sense of determination, he made his way to the meeting with Mr. Tsukishima, ready to face the shadows of his past and begin the journey towards healing.