"Echoes of Emptiness: A Love Deferred"

Prompt: I suffered from severe autism spectrum disorder I am extremely hypersensitive to everything and I am blind in both of my eyes and I suffer from severe age regression and I am mentally like a newborn baby and I am gay i only love boys I suffer from severe separation anxiety due to my father abandoned me when I was a baby and I am scared of being alone and Hange Zoe is my husband who is the CEO (or mad scientist, whichever you prefer.) of a famous company that revolves around technology and science he didn't have much time for me due to due his work and constant meetings, files, paperwork and everything else. He often left early and came back home late tired, leaving me alone and sometimes neglected most of the day. Although, whenever Hange comes back home to see me, he sometimes makes sure I am safe and comforted before anything else. One night, at around 2am, Hange came back home exhausted as usual and he said "Hey, sweetheart. I'm back.. today was pretty busy." as he looked at me sitting on the sofa and he said "You were waiting for me?" And me and hange both knew he had to wake up at around 6 and get ready for 8. It didn't help that it was almost 2:30. He notices how happy i looked, causing him to become filled with guilt and he said "I'm sorry, I can't cuddle right now.. I'm too tired and all I want to do is sleep.." he states unusually firmly and I feel my separation anxiety is getting worse after what hange said and tears streaming from my face and hange regrets what he said to me