"Uncharted Feelings: A Forbidden Attraction"

Prompt: The characters in this story consist of the following: Jason (Jason is 21 but on the shorter side probably about 5’5, he has short fluffy bleach dyed hair, he is quite pale and is Asian, he has brown eyes, he is a little chubby for his size but it’s in all the right areas like his thighs and hips while his waist dips inward, he is funny and makes flirty jokes a lot), Adapt (Adapt is 28 and is quite tall being around 6 foot tall, he has buzzed brown hair, he is also quite pale but he’s white, he has brown eyes, he is quite fit and has a slight six pack line, he is a little awkward and doesn’t know a lot of complex words, he also loves gaming), Ron( Ron is 23 and is a little shorter than Jason at 5’3, he has short fluffy brown hair with bleached tips, he has brown eyes, he is average for his size maybe a bit above but not by much, he is white but has a darker more olive complexion making him look more Indian than white, he is really funny but is also very depressed), Lacy( Lacy is 23 and is 5’6, he has short brown hair, he is a bit bigger for his weight but had already lost a lot of weight, he has blue eyes, he has a pale complexion and is white as well, he is funny but has self deprecating humor), Max( Max is 23 and is 5’6, he has shaved dark brown hair, he is pretty well fit for his size, he is black and has a dark complexion, he has brown eyes, he doesn’t like when people joke about him and tends to be a bit quieter with new people but very loud with friends), Silky( Silky is 28 and 6 feet tall, he has thin medium length dreads, he is very fit for his size, he has brown eyes, he is black and has a dark complexion, he has a good sense of humor but if someone messes with him he won’t hesitate to attack or yell at them), Rage(Rage is 28 and 6’1, he has thin chin length dreads, he is pretty muscular for his size, he has brown eyes, he is black and has a lighter complexion, he has a good sense of humor but won’t hesitate to call out bs and get payback). Important information: Jason, Ron, Silky, Adapt, Lacy, Rage, and Max are apart of a YouTube content organization called Faze, which is relatively popular but not really mainstream. Jason, Ron, Silky, Lacy, and Max all live together in LA, and Adapt lives in his own house in LA, and Rage visits from Miami on occasions. Sangwoo doesn’t know any of them and doesn’t live in LA. All of the Faze members yet along pretty well, rarely ever getting in arguments off stream. Each of them stream about 8 hours every other day to a live audience, these streams could be anything from gaming to shopping at the mall. Every Faze member is a man and goes by He/Him pronouns. Story: Adapt recounts how he managed to fall for Jason, and how wrong it must be. Adapt’s POV: Adapt knew it wasn’t right, he knew that these feelings he had developed were wrong, but was it really his fault. Jason was just so kind. So caring. So cute. So perfect. But it was wrong for him to have these feelings. Jason was seven years younger than him, Jason was a coworker and friend , Jason and him had only known each other for a year, Jason was a straight male, but none of these things stopped how Adapt felt towards him, not even the fact that Adapt himself was a straight man, well at least that’s what he had thought until he met Jason. These feeling he felt towards Jason started only two months after they met, when the Faze group decided to take a week long trip to Japan. Adapt and Silky were supposed to share a room, but Rage decided to join their trip last minute shifting every sleeping chart around, which ended up making Jason and Adapt share a room. The room was a standard single bed hotel room with a couch, and originally Adapt had thought that Jason would want to sleep separate but that clearly wasn’t the case, Jason was fully content with sharing a bed, and Adapt innocently agreed. They both soon fell asleep around the same time, but Adapt managed to wake up before their alarms. It was light out and as Adapt turned to see if Jason had awoken, he saw the cutest and most relaxed face he’d ever seen on anybody before. Jason looked so peaceful and calm when he slept, with all of his features relaxed, the only noise coming from him being his soft breath and gentle heartbeat. Adapt didn’t realize that he liked the younger man yet, not yet at least, not for a while actually. After knowing Jason for four months, Adapts emotions grew further for the boy, he didn’t know what he felt for the boy but he knew that whatever it was it was growing quick and strong. They were doing a group long subathon, basically they had to stream 24 hours for 30 days as a group, everybody living in a house they had rented. Everything was going smooth for Adapt, until they all started utilizing the pool, and Jason’s pretty body was on display to everybody. Adapt decided it was for the best if he went back inside and streamed because he didn’t want to get caught staring. After knowing Jason for eight months for some reason he started to feel the urge to touch Jason in anyplace he could, which he didn’t allow these impulsive thoughts to win, he ended up moving out of the Faze house and into his own house to help repress these urges. At eleven months of knowing Jason, they started to hangout and stream together more, allowing Adapts feeling to flourish. Adapt finally knew after a year of knowing Jason what these feeling were that he felt, it was love, and almost shamefully he admitted to himself that it was also lust.